struggle of Life

Give me one, yes just one, reason why I should continue to live ..... "look on his face pale. And his eyes puffy. I looked at him with a heart that was sliced."Pray, pray and bermohonlah to God" I said softly.He sighed and said: "Ah, never mind. I felt that God was deaf to my prayers. God once said: "Ask and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, it shall be opened unto you. For everyone who asks receives, and everyone who seeks finds and to him who knocks, the door will be opened "yet does not give me what I beg.God did not even open the door for me. "Then he got up and left me alone. The disappointment has been the burden of his life. Disappointment has been fused with his life.Indeed, sometimes we lose in the face of this life. Even with a bitter defeat. There is a story told by Leo Tolstoy (Russian writer, 1828-1920) entitled Know the Lord, but to wait. Spoken about the fate of a merchant who has been vilified robbed and killed until he had imprisoned for he did not commit error. He was sentenced to life imprisonment.At the end of the story, the real robber finally admitted his actions, but nonetheless no longer meaningful to the merchant because the end of the age has arrived. However, the story still feels a happy ending.Real life is a struggle for himself. A struggle to find the truth. And that truth can only be found in the pain and grief. In the throes of the soul against the interests of ourselves. Life is running smoothly, lightly and soft is not exactly real life but a false dream.Ecclesiastes wrote: "everything is boring, so do not utter it; eye is not satisfied to see, ears hear not satisfied" is the essence of our lives. Because we'll never be satisfied to accept the reality. From there comes the source of the progress of our faith. Instead of a fun event, but of facing the pain of loneliness, sadness and helplessness we accept the reality that we experience.Do I pray that diluputkan of the dangers but to be brave to face it.Let me beg to be spared the pain but to be able to conquer it.Do I look for peers in the struggle of this life but to be able to fight with the power of my efforts alone.Do I ask to be saved from alienation but to patiently step toward freedom.Janjikanlah me so I would not be a coward: Not only can feel the glory in the accomplishments but also can feel your grasp on the failure.A beautiful poem that we should reflect on the difficulties we face every day: "Do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink, and do not worry too will your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food and the body is more important than clothes? "Then it appropriate only gripe we then abandon him? Should not it be "we seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, then all these things will be added to our weak human being who is?"I looked at the shadow that slowly back away. I saw a challenge dibopongnya life, a burden which could hopefully deal with. And that is why we have to live on. Why should we continue to strive to seek and find truth. Because we are God's people. Because God loves us, not deaf and never leave us. He just wants our faith well honed that we are able to shine a bright light I at any time.